It hurts.

It hurts.

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          First of all, no, my boyfriend didn't leave me. In fact, I don't even have one. Secondly, no, I'm not talking about this song right here. Well, I love this song. I recommend you to listen to it but the song is just not so 'me'.


          Okay, actually I just want to share about my feelings right here, right now. It may be lame. Sorry for being lame. I should be shot with a rifle.


          As on the title, yes, I'm hurt. Deeply scarred. When I said scarred, you know that it's not only about tonight. It takes time for the wound to turn into scar and when it have turned into scar, if it's wounded again, the pain is just unacceptable. If you know what I mean, raise your hand like me. (t/n ; I'm using the line in the movie HKLBR. but it turned out to be lame) Again, I'm sorry for being lame. *shot*


          When I decided to write this, I had a lot of things in my mind. Seriously, I even got a headache just by thinking about it. And to reduce the burden I'm carrying in my heart, I wanted to pour them all here. But I don't know why, when I started to write, nothing came out. 


          I guess I should just pour all the things in my heart only to Allah. Since He's always there. And He judge because He have the rights to. Humans judge but we never have the rights to do that. *insaf* Again, shoot me with the rifle gun. I'm being lame tonight. Sorry. *90 degrees bow*.


          Thank you for wasting your time reading this. (a/n ; is there even a reader?) I might be lame again some other time. So, please have your gun with you. Thank you.

Section A : Guided Writing.

No. 33 Taman Sutera ,
33000 Kuala Sepetang,

Perak Darul Ridzuan  .

8th March 2011         .

Dear GYong,

          My family and I are in the pink of health. Thank You.

          In your last letter, you told me that you're upset with the school regulation that requires all students to take part in sports activities. So do I. However, I changed my mind after knowing all the benefits that we can get by participating in those activities.

          First and foremost, sports can help us maintain a fit body and active mind. It can also help us to improve our health condition. We may look healthy enough but I am very sure that sports can really help us to maintain that. When we play, we will sweat. By sweating, all the excess minerals and toxics will leave our body. I'm pretty sure that you have learned about that in science. Thus, that will lead us to get a healthier body.

          Besides that, when we participate in sports, we can learn new games and also new skills, tricks and techniques of the game that we've already knew. It will be very fun and exciting to learn new things, right? Recently, I learned to play volleyball. I thought it would be very tiring and painful. However, I am completely wrong. It is a really fun game. I suggest you to learn that game. I guarantee that you won' be disappointed.

          Furthermore, by participating in sports, it will make us spend our free time usefully instead of wasting those precious time doing beneficial-less things. When we have things to do to fill our time, we won't have the opportunity to get bored. Believe me G, sports is one of the best thing to do to avoid loitering and boredom. But yeah, you'll never really know what it feels until you try it by yourself, right?

          Last but not least, sports teach us about cooperation and teamwork. When playing sports, instead of being selfish, we must help each other. Everyone in the team have their own responsibilities. To win, we must not compete with each other but we have to complete each other. And no, this is not a cock and bull story, my friend. We can also make new friends when we participate in sports. It is fun to know new people. When we participate in any competition, we will meet new people. Instead of being enemies with the opposing team, we befriend them. Then, we will share our skills and techniques of the game. You know what I mean. It's just like how I met you in the students exchange programme and later we be come good friends. Don't you think so, Captain G?

          I highly recommend you to participate in sports. You can hold on to my words, sports is very interesting. I'll have to stop here now. Hope to hear from you soon. Please convey my warmest regards to Mr. and Mrs. Kwon and also your siblings. See you in the next letter, G!

Your Friend    ,

Ainaa Shahirah.

t/n ; this is a copy of the essay that I wrote in the Mid-sem exam. I was told to post it here by my English teacher.

t/n ; btw, Kwon GYong is inspired by my beloved Kwon JiYong. Blekh. LMAO.

How to tie your hair into high twin-tails.

How to tie your hair into high pigtails twin-tails.
t/n ; just because i prefer using 'twin-tails'.

source : google

      Twin-tails or also known as pigtails is a very easy and cute hairstyle that can be done by almost anyone. It's basically like you're tying two ponytails on your head. To tie your hair or your daughter's hair into twin-tails, you need a pair of elastics, hairbrush, comb, some water to dampen your hair for easier control and also accessories like hair clips if you like.


      Firstly, brush your hair to get rid of any frizz and tangling. This is very important to get a very neat finish later. Next, dampen your hair a little bit by spraying some water onto your hair. This step is optional since some people can manage their hair easily without dampening their hair.


      After that, divide your hair into two sections vertically. To do that, brush you hair downwards. Since your hair is moist, you can easily see the lines when you brush your hair downwards. Then, take your comb and divide your hair using one of those lines. Brush the sections away from each other; the right section to the outer right of your head and the left section to the outer left side of your head. If you want to make a nice neat and tight tails, you need to do this step very neatly.


      The next step is to bring a section upwards since we're going to make a high twin-tails. Again, brush it neatly to avoid any flyaway hair. You don't need to if you would like to have some flyaway hair. For teenagers or adults, having some random loose strands will make your appearance looks more sweet while the neater one on teenage will look more adorable and some kind of innocent nerdy look. Gather all the hair in the section in one hand while the other hand is used to brush your hair into the section gathered. Use your ear location as guide to where you want your tail to be.


      After you're satisfied with the position of your tail, tie it with an elastic band. You can use the ones with pattern or the ones without. You can also use the clear elastic bands. I prefer the clear ones since it will hold my hair tightly. It is also thin. Usually, I'll tie my hair using the clear elastic and then cover it using some other elastics with patterns if I want to.
Then, do the same on the other section of your hair. Next, hold your tied hair and pull the elastics towards your scalp to tighten the grip of the elastics. Then you're done!


      You can also add on some hair clips to bring your fringe away from your face. Or you can let your fringe fall down and cover your forehead. Anything looks best on you is recommended. :)

I am not fine.

but what can I do when they who hurt me are the ones that I HAVE to trust?